In recently posted about how we cannot perceive the 5D world from a 3D lens. In other words, you can’t see the full view of what is in front of you from the ground level perspective. If you can accept this concept, then you can hold the idea that some people today live and experience things with this 5D lens. You can revisit my baby steps post to get reacquainted with these concepts.

To further elaborate on this idea and to give a real-world example of how I perceive my 5D reality currently, I decided to do an exercise of sitting in 5D and documenting what I get in terms of the direction from my guides and any information that comes in to me as a “download.” I guess it’s kind of a way to prove what I am experiencing. I sort of got this feeling to have fun with this, because even though it is kind of a crazy topic, it’s still important to approach everything from a place of curiosity in wanting to discern or understand more. If you are still with me here, then you may resonate with this post. And if you think I’m crazy, that’s ok too. I am not, and I know this is real.

Here goes!

**(pictures added afterward, for illustrative purposes).

Awareness

The best way I can describe the physical awareness needed to experience a higher level “floor of the building” is to be in resonance with or understand the concept of surrender. The feeling that comes when you surrender completely to the universe will often happen naturally after experiencing some really low moment in your life. This low moment could be the death of a loved one, maybe even a divorce or breakup. After living through these experiences, you hit a void or nothingness inside of your self. And in this space, you are open to whatever comes in. At this time, there is also a knowingness that something new WILL come in, something that is of a higher frequency. I had this feeling a few times throughout my life. Some of the most notable occasions were after the house fire and my father’s death both in the summer of 2015. I described these experiences in my post sharing my own personal dark night of the soul. In these previous examples, I never really allowed myself to feel the emotions that were stirred up in these moments, let alone to process what comes next after these experiences once you hit this low point. I always had my protective “energetic walls” up, so to speak. That was, until this summer.

A few different things came up for me in a semi-quick period of time this summer. Within 3 months, we went from living our normal days one day to then COVID hitting, the state basically shutting down, selling our house and moving to a new one, and then drama around Tyler returning to school. By this point, my whole world was completely flipped upside down and everything that I clung to as a safety net was removed and my sense of control was gone. I got to a point where I literally only saw two paths forward to get out of this funk. I could go with what I was being “told” to do/think/feel/behave, or I could go with what I just “knew” to do. I really struggled with this, like really really. I hit a pretty low spot at the end of summer because I was just at my wit’s end and feeling depressed, anxious, and completely out of control. Between all the mandates and force-fed news about the virus, the divisive social movements and riots around the country, and the complete insanity unfolding in the elections - nothing felt right to me. This reality that I described is so completely out of alignment with my own knowingness and personal resonance that I felt like I was watching a movie unfold in front of me. It was similar to the feelings I that I wrote about from my childhood when I would look at the adults and say wtf are you thinking, this is completely backwards or wrong. How do you not see this!? Only now, in 2020, I AM the adult. I am metaphorically swimming in the same pool as these people and we are forced to interact. It is a very weird head space to exist in, but that is the best real-world example I can give for this physical feeling.

Surrender

So as I mentioned I was forced to see two distinct outcomes or choices that I could entertain. This time, with hindsight from experiencing low lows in the past, I knew that there would be a different now moment when I wouldn’t be in such a low spot. I could fight my way to get there and try to hurry things along, or I could choose to surrender and allow everything to unfold and for the eventual outcome to play out. My body and soul recognized this familiar place and this time I allowed myself to enter a place of void and surrender. I held a knowingness that no matter what the external world looked like, I would be ok. And on top of that, I also have a choice in how to respond or play in the matrix that we are all currently living in. I could do what everybody else was doing and choose to participate in what the news and media were telling me to do, or I could take a step back and say you know what, this doesn’t FEEL right to me. From that space, I could CHOOSE to respond in another way. The guidance that I received from my higher self was to go within. So I did.

For six months, I spent hours going within and listening to myself and not necessarily participating in what everyone, including my friends and family were “playing in.” Sometimes I would rock in the glider that we’ve had since Tyler was a baby. Other times I would float in my pool in a pool tube and stare at nature. Most days I would drive around and find a quiet area to meditate in the sun during my lunch break. At one point while I was in the pool, I actually said out loud: “I surrender and release the need to control the outcome of my situation. I choose not to live in fear or to exist from a place of stress and disempowerment. I choose to allow the universe to guide me toward the outcome for my best and highest good - both for myself and for humanity.” And then I just let go.

Allowance

When we operate from a place of complete allowance, we are free from the energetic restrictions that come from the lower frequencies held with the programs of manipulation, control, guilt, fear, or anxiety. The universe responds to the frequency that you are in. Again, this is related to the law of attraction, but on a quantum level. The frequency resonates or vibrates at a higher level in the flow states of surrender, allowing your body to BE in the higher frequencies and to play there, in these higher dimensions.

I got an image from my guides here - they said: “you don’t have to swim in the pool full of pee when everyone else is saying ‘come on in, the water is fine’!” ….Silly guides….

Soul’s Plan

I know that I would not have reincarnated in this now reality to live through this shit-show of suppression, control, sickness and whatever else is being thrown at me for no reason. I KNOW that I am here for a reason, and this reason it is to help humanity through this bumpy time. I see it, and I know it. I get the feeling or energetic response of “my soul is smarter than my 3D mind.” I am here for a purpose, and that purpose is to look at all these uncomfortable feelings that maybe I didn’t want to look at as a child when they were first presented to me because I was not empowered to use my powers back then.

Now, through my human journey, I am empowered and I can look at it and feel it and name it. I can even say “this is ridiculous guys, wake up.” And those who resonate with that message will. We are living in the matrix because we are choosing to live in the matrix. Every single one of us has the power within us to remember our sovereignty and to remember our abilities. If I can do it, so can you. But not everyone will recognize this in this now moment and I try to accept that things will unfold, in baby steps, as they are meant to for each person. But with this, I am also human and extremely impatient on top of that. I want everything to happen, now-ish. My higher self literally operates faster than my human hands can type and my ego mind gets frustrated with my 3D self. My higher-self jumps in to check me:

“Slow down. You see what’s happening and know the outcome, but not everyone else does yet. Patience, dear one. You cannot wake people with the frequency of pressure - that is the exact opposite resonance they need to hold in order to awaken. Be the light, and hold space for the humans while they play out their own soul’s journeys.”

My 3D mind hears: “Soooo…..flood them with so much mother f-ing ‘Care Bear Stare’ light that their bodies will osmoses that shit. Mmmmk!”

Create your reality

The downloads / messages from my guides continue. They tell me “that you can’t see what’s next in your reality until you picture it first. Your mind shapes your reality.” So they say to picture a “5D world.” It sounds silly, but I am seeing those Lisa Frank trapper-keepers and stickers from the 90’s with crazy colors and unicorns and stuff. I am shown that, literally. I am told to see that and feel the resonance of that - the warmth, love, truth, and peace feeling. It’s a euphoric feeling - literally love on earth. It feels very similar to the energy I tap into from the 70’s - very “love and light.” But they show me to hold on to these images and the feelings they provoke in order to “create a new reality.”

I also remember this feeling from dream states, so I know it exists on another dimension or timeline because it’s almost like a deja vu feeling. I get: “Yes, it’s confirmation. Both exist simultaneously and also can influence the other.” So dream states help us ‘play out’ the options to either see a potential optimal timeline, or to provide us with opportunities to course-correct along the way. That is why you may remember specific dreams or some may feel more real than others.

5D Realm

When I tap into 5D, there is no time. It does “look” different in that it is brighter, but it also feels different. There is a pulsating type of feeling from the heart center. While in 5D typing this, I have a toe in both realities at the same time. I can feel my hands typing, but my higher self is in a higher state. It’s a trippy feeling to float back and forth between the “real life” and the “other” life.

This is also part of the design in that all dimensions actually exist simultaneously. It is not like it is outside of “here” or apart from myself, it’s just another channel, if you will. I find that the 5D states seem to resonate more and I can tell when I am there because of the physical feelings I experience. Some of these physical sensations include tingling on the top of my head, heart center activation, chakra alignments, ears popping (similar to the experience of changing altitudes on an airplane), and my eye twitches. My guides confirm - yes, these are all symptoms or signs that I am fluctuating between the 3D and 5D. I am shown an image of kind of a triangle between the crown chakra, 3rd eye, and heart chakra - like a unification and an activation of the three.

I also remember this from another time so I know I have experienced this before. The land and environment that I see kind of resembles the movie Avatar or Dark Crystal, where the land is clearer and brighter and people were able to communicate telepathically. More on this another time! In the 5D realm, I can tap into the collective consciousness. In this state, there is a feeling of warmth, love, and peace and there are no physical boundaries. I have encountered other people here in dream state, and I remember our encounters clearly. There are also some people that I interact with more often than others in dream state for whatever reason. I feel that there is a karmic connection here, either to a past life incarnation or a remembrance of a twin soul connection. In addition to these dejavu feelings I often get similar feelings of resonance with the pyramids and that era. My soul gives me a “nudge” that this is true I am still trying to learn and remember what I experience here.

If I find myself being distracted or sort of pulled back into the 3D realm, I can sort of flip back and forth between the two pretty easily now.

Another fun ability is that I can scan energy around a specific topic, like the elections. In October, I got that it was going to be messy but I was also shown that the person that many people wanted to win, will not win. Not only this, but that there is a reason for this to occur. We have to break everything apart and expose all of the pee in the pool, and this will be very hard for many people to hold. But I feel like that is also part of the “why now”? when I feel into the timing of all of this - because there will be people needed who are in these higher frequencies to literally hold the collective up so they don’t crumble.

What Next?

I was also shown to write all of this down, but to only share with a few people for now because most won’t understand. Some will, and those people will also be important in holding the space and the higher frequencies for their families and friends in the near future. Those of us who resonate with this message have agreed to this on some higher level. We are all connected for a reason. But of course, people have free will and can choose to say no, and that is ok too. They may change their mind in the future, or they may not. For others I am shown that they will understand, soon.

I just read this and it stuck with me: vibration will be your highest currency in New Earth, and those who are working on their soul's path and holding a vibration of service-to-others will breeze through these chaotic times as they are going to be placed in the eye of the storm where things are calm and still.”

There is more that I will save for another post, as I receive more information. I am having to do some inner-work to examine what I want really want to share here….