Beacons For Peace

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I'm back

So it has been almost a year since I have posted, but I have been getting a push to post more lately and today I finally decided to grab my laptop and see what comes out.

As is generally my case lately, I wake up with a sense of wonder, often contemplating potential outcomes of the particular day. I typically bounce around from topics that are otherwise disjointed or seemingly not related at all. But in my mind, I see things as pieces of a larger puzzle. I often see things in what I think of as a giant spider web of connections, similar to the representations we often see in TV shows and movies, where detectives connect pictures and articles together with push pins and string.

I haven’t found a way to connect all of these pieces in my mind, so I am attempting to write it all here and see if that helps. The ultimate goal is personal growth by allowing myself to organize the various pieces of string I have swirling around in my head.

Over the last year I went through a period of time where I wanted to absorb everything.  To take in all the information I could.  I felt compelled to work on meditation, learn reiki, understand astrology, and do some more “spiritual work.” Why?  Because it was a time of awakening a spark in myself.  It was literally the audacious curiosity that I wrote about in 2019 that became alive. It’s fascinating to see it unfold from concept to this now moment seeing it unfold. Does it begin with an idea?  A Download?  A spark, if you will.  Yes. 

Apparently my higher self knew that already, it just took me a year or 20 to figure it out. Let’s see where it takes me…